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Lessons Through The Ages

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I turned twenty on May 31 and my life so far has been a journey through which I have learnt a lot through the years. In a nutshell here is what I have learnt through my teen years. 13: I learnt to follow my dreams and not to put myself in a box and not to even have a box in the first place. Everyone is talented one way or another and life is too short to be doing something that you don’t like. 14: I learnt to be realistic. I learnt to make plans that I would actually follow through. This was in the beginning stages of my learning because even now I am still learning about planning. 15: I learnt to be more accepting. I accepted my insecurities and struggles. I accepted the changes that came with life. 16: I learnt to be more open. Open to opportunities. Open to people. Open to trying out something and not caring whether or not I failed.    17: I learnt a lot. This was my final year of high school and I read a lot of book and wrote a lot and I am ...

Peaking at 13 and burning out afterwards

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Now, this is a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down and I’d like to take a minute (or more). Just sit right there and I’ll tell you how I peaked at thirteen and the burnt out afterwards. You are just about to read what I currently consider as the peak of my life so far. This was the time I felt like the universe was working to my favor and I was getting the attention and recognition that I deserved. You know how an artist’s career reaches its peak when they are dead and everyone loves them but before that nobody seemed to care about their well-being, that is exactly how I felt like my life was (it is in the past tense cause I have accepted it) My life was turning out great after I turned twelve because it was around that time when I got the main part in the school play and it was the first time that I got a taste of popularity since a larger mass of people recognized who I was. I remember performing for the first time at a school event in front of people and ...

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  One of the biggest regrets that I have from my teenage years is the fact that I allowed myself to be what people want me to be.  I deeply regret that what  was  more important  for me  was people lo ving me rather than me loving myself . I focus ed on what people said about me and in return I suffered the most.  Once, in 2013, I had a sudden interest in photography.  So, during the holidays, I think it was April, I decided to be take pi ctures of myself or just objects. I took the photos  daily and upload ed them  to my Facebook.  The pictures that I took were very decent and I honestly didn’t have a problem with them . They weren’t that bad and they are not one of my best works but they  were  worth sharing. When   school resumed, I remember this guy walking towards me while I was seated with my friends and he was screaming at the top of his lungs, “You bored me so much this ho liday.  Every time. Every single...

Tv Shows I watched Last Week

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Last week, as I prepared for the world to end, I decided that it would be a great idea if I watched a lot of shows before I exit earth. Sadly, the world didn’t end (duh!) and  also  I  only watched three shows which from the title I think you expected more. Handmaid’s Tale Season 1 – Hulu First of all, this show won big on the Emmy’s and congratulations to everyone involved. Second, this was my second time watching the show because at first I had not paid attention to it that much. Something that I regretted doing. Anyway, this is a good show. Heck one of the best shows of the year (after  This Is Us   and  Big Little Lies ) I had started the book but didn’t finish it because of my phone problems.  If you have time please watch this show . American Gods –  Starz Another show that took me two viewings in order for me to understand the plot but unlike Handmaid’s, I was fully paying attent ion to this one. The show is about gods, Shadow Moon, Wednesd...

October Playlist

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an apocalyptic playlist

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The world was meant to end on Saturday but it didn't. That continues to show you that men are just liars because it was a man who had said th end of the world is there. Aside from all that, I prepared a playlist incase of an apocalpyse. Kanye West - Power Katy Perry - Legendary Lovers Lorde - Supercut Fergie - Enchanté Wiz Khalifa - See You Again (feat. Charlie Puth) Helen Shapiro - You Don't Know Lana Del Rey - Heroin Paramore - Pool

Paramore's no friend

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i felt this song. also,listen to their album After Laughter , it is such a good album. Other songs that I liked from the album: -Rose Colored Boy -Pool -Told You So -Hard Times -Idle Worship -Caught In The Middle

THE WORLD ENDS TODAY

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Hi Guys, I am back again. I have been away because I have been feeling blue lately and that is why I haven’t posted anything and not even updated this month’s playlist. So today is the day The World  supposedly  is ending. I am sure that  is just some conspiracy by the government to stop me  from buying and using the iPhone X and also stoppin g me from seeing Kylie’s baby. Whether it is true or not, h ere are just some of the things that I think that  you  need to do before  the world ends: S tirring beef and unnecessary drama with your contacts because the world ends today. Or, stirring panic by sending a text that looks like this  I KNOW WHAT YOU DID YOU FUCK. NOW EVERYONE KNOWS. GO TO HELL.  After this, your turn off your phone for the whole day and wait to see them in hell. Deleting your browser’s history. Or if you are in a far way better mood, you can upload your browsers’ histories for the whole world to see. Leak them nudes.😍😜💦 Str...

Househelp drama

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Just when I thought that she was one of the good ones that  is  when the drama began. This is a story on one of the many househelps that have been  employed and stayed  in my house.  And when I say ‘in my house’ I am referring to my parent’s house because this is Africa and parents own everything you have. The type  of house help that we had was the one that started off being nice and punctual and then a few  week s later their true intentions we re revealed.  Her name was Grace and she  was short and slender and had been gotten from an agency that advertised themselves as ‘Prayerful Hardworking Bible-thumping Church-going Christian House-girls Bureau’ and their motto was (yes, they even had a motto) “Work Hard Pray Hard”. The moment my mother saw this she was convinced that it was probably  the best place to get a help who would make Mother Teresa look bad . When she came with Grace on one Sunday afternoon, she was dressed to the knees ...

September Playlist

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Michael Jackson's Bad Album Dua Lipa - Room for 2 Taylor Swift - Look what you made me do Logic - 1-800 (ft. Alessia Cara, Khalid) Keiynan Lonsdale - Good Life Halsey - Bad At Love

Fans of an Impossible Life

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Title:  Fans of an Impossible Life Author:  Kate  Scelsa Genre:  YA, Teen fiction Publisher :   Harper Collins Year of publish:  2015   MY REVIEW: I enjoyed reading this book. It wasn’t a typical book because it had three point of view of each of the main characters. Each point of view had its own uniqueness because of how their views were told in different tenses. The book explores issues like  sexuality, depression, drug abuse and more without sugar coating. It also has a lot of quotes that I have loved. Rating: 3.5/5

I ALMOST GOT CONNED

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The reason why many people  get  conned  is  because of being naïve  and not being experts at being able to decode the lie from what they see or hear .  This, therefore, is used against them and they end up losing their money, their property and even their minds . So here are just a few ways that I almost got duped  and I hope you will get to see how you can prevent from happening to you . Fake online jobs. With the internet, comes a lot  of opportunities. Also, with the  internet  comes with its disadvantages.  At such times when youth unemployment is high and so is the spread of fake news, it doesn’t come as a shock with the amount of fake online jobs that exist.  I almost fell victim once and this is how it went.  I was job searching when I came across a n ad from a telecommunication agency  that was seeking marketers with basic high school education. I made a  call to the number itself. The other person at th...

Childhood Myths

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A list of myths that I was told as a child and somehow I believed them…   Santa Claus . Honestly, I have never believed that he has even existed in the first place. First, I live in Africa where it only snows on mountain tops and Santa only visits places where it snows. Second,  I never got gift wrapped presents during Christmas. Clothes were the only gifts I got because in an African household they are. Wearing red during the rain. This has been the myth that I believed the most. Basically, if you wore red anywhere that meant you were more susceptible to getting struck by lightning. I don’t know what the myth was trying to prevent but it stopped me from wearing in my favorite color for the longest time possible. Cat in the dark. This is one of the scariest myths that I have ever heard.  The myth goes like this: if you travel to Mombasa and you are still in the outdoors at 3am, some genie will appear and turn you into a cat. Another cat myth. This came about ...

Things I ate as a child

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A look into what consisted of my diet between ages 0-4 Pumpkins were my nightmare. I hated them.   Most of the hatred came about not from them being the staple food of my babyhood but the way I was spoon-fed.   A huge pile of it would be squeezed into my mouth and then I’d be forced to chew it down quickly. It was always kept in a blue container which was full to the brim and it took me like fifty spoonfuls to finish eating everything. By the time I was done eating, I was sweating and my fear of that blue dish had grown more. Soil. I ate a lot of humus and mostly was because of the smell it produced whenever it rained. Also during the time my friends and I would make cake from mud. Hair. I was a biter and sometimes I bit off a bit of people’s head so that I could know what was inside their heads. Chewed food. This is probably the grossest one on the list (trust me). There was this feeding style where when the food was hot the person doing the feeding had t...