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Lessons Through The Ages

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I turned twenty on May 31 and my life so far has been a journey through which I have learnt a lot through the years. In a nutshell here is what I have learnt through my teen years. 13: I learnt to follow my dreams and not to put myself in a box and not to even have a box in the first place. Everyone is talented one way or another and life is too short to be doing something that you don’t like. 14: I learnt to be realistic. I learnt to make plans that I would actually follow through. This was in the beginning stages of my learning because even now I am still learning about planning. 15: I learnt to be more accepting. I accepted my insecurities and struggles. I accepted the changes that came with life. 16: I learnt to be more open. Open to opportunities. Open to people. Open to trying out something and not caring whether or not I failed.    17: I learnt a lot. This was my final year of high school and I read a lot of book and wrote a lot and I am surprised

Peaking at 13 and burning out afterwards

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Now, this is a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down and I’d like to take a minute (or more). Just sit right there and I’ll tell you how I peaked at thirteen and the burnt out afterwards. You are just about to read what I currently consider as the peak of my life so far. This was the time I felt like the universe was working to my favor and I was getting the attention and recognition that I deserved. You know how an artist’s career reaches its peak when they are dead and everyone loves them but before that nobody seemed to care about their well-being, that is exactly how I felt like my life was (it is in the past tense cause I have accepted it) My life was turning out great after I turned twelve because it was around that time when I got the main part in the school play and it was the first time that I got a taste of popularity since a larger mass of people recognized who I was. I remember performing for the first time at a school event in front of people and

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  One of the biggest regrets that I have from my teenage years is the fact that I allowed myself to be what people want me to be.  I deeply regret that what  was  more important  for me  was people lo ving me rather than me loving myself . I focus ed on what people said about me and in return I suffered the most.  Once, in 2013, I had a sudden interest in photography.  So, during the holidays, I think it was April, I decided to be take pi ctures of myself or just objects. I took the photos  daily and upload ed them  to my Facebook.  The pictures that I took were very decent and I honestly didn’t have a problem with them . They weren’t that bad and they are not one of my best works but they  were  worth sharing. When   school resumed, I remember this guy walking towards me while I was seated with my friends and he was screaming at the top of his lungs, “You bored me so much this ho liday.  Every time. Every single fucking time I logged in to my Facebook I would always find that you have

Tv Shows I watched Last Week

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Last week, as I prepared for the world to end, I decided that it would be a great idea if I watched a lot of shows before I exit earth. Sadly, the world didn’t end (duh!) and  also  I  only watched three shows which from the title I think you expected more. Handmaid’s Tale Season 1 – Hulu First of all, this show won big on the Emmy’s and congratulations to everyone involved. Second, this was my second time watching the show because at first I had not paid attention to it that much. Something that I regretted doing. Anyway, this is a good show. Heck one of the best shows of the year (after  This Is Us   and  Big Little Lies ) I had started the book but didn’t finish it because of my phone problems.  If you have time please watch this show . American Gods –  Starz Another show that took me two viewings in order for me to understand the plot but unlike Handmaid’s, I was fully paying attent ion to this one. The show is about gods, Shadow Moon, Wednesday, Laura and did I mention gods. Even

October Playlist

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an apocalyptic playlist

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The world was meant to end on Saturday but it didn't. That continues to show you that men are just liars because it was a man who had said th end of the world is there. Aside from all that, I prepared a playlist incase of an apocalpyse. Kanye West - Power Katy Perry - Legendary Lovers Lorde - Supercut Fergie - Enchanté Wiz Khalifa - See You Again (feat. Charlie Puth) Helen Shapiro - You Don't Know Lana Del Rey - Heroin Paramore - Pool